I am sorry to hear this Terminus, but I cannot help wondering how Mr. Lem would react to this same information?
To what information? That I don't wanna talk about Your metaphisical theory? Or that he's a part of a Singularity?
But I do respect your decision, after all, if you cannot swim you are safest staying in the shallow end of the pool.
First, staying safe is not my way.
Second, I pretty much enjoy swimming.
Third, I'm even into diving. But it all depends on what water you're jumpin' into.
Nevertheless, I must say I'm deeply impressed. You claim that since your're not nothing, that something exists, and hence something must have always existed, since it is impossible for 'something' to emerge from 'nothing'.
It is quite a theory. And I must congratulate You - You've solved the mysterious question of whether is universe eternal, or did it have a beggining. In just one line of text.